i was some type of royalty or person of power. i was being taken to these random places and one of them was that i got to go back to NY. i was with miguel and cait. we we’re wLkjgn around the city and just enjoying this market thing? one of my fuckin book boyfriends was in this book idk which one but they were my boyfriend. but we were just hanging around the city and miguel was telling me that i look so miserable nowadays Md i need to find better people and things to be around. later on this dream im with isaiah and my boyfriend in fucking japan. some shit went down and i was hiding out. i was trying to get hot buns from this place and funny enough i knew where it was because i have had dreams in this setting before: i leave because i wanted to go and i was also coughing up literal mucus. while hes on the phone he keeps yelling at me cuz he got in a taxi to go find me. he gets out the taxi and takes my sss upstairs scolding me for leaving blah blah blah. protective man shit. finally my boyfriend goes to the bathroom and isaiah and i start talking. just about random bullshiy tbh. i’m trying to convinc him to go get hot buns. he told me if i could wait after 9pm he’s golden. for some reason he had an ankle monitor on that i think would kill him if he left the premises. so d while we are talking about that plan he throws me to the ground because all of a sudden theirs people outside. red sniper lasers start coming into the house. we tried to get away from windows but we ended up in the hallway and i got a laser pointed at my head. isaiah told me to move out the fucking way and turn around. i was trying to get my boyfriend. thankfully i didn’t get shot in the head but that knew we were in there. i’m moving to the kitchen living room thing and im trying to army crawl to behind some wall. all of a sudden isaiah goes “stop moving” so i did. but i could literally tell you the feeling of how that laser felt aimed at my skin. everything went so eerily quiet and stood still. i don’t know what happened but i really think i got shot in this dream. i don’t remember pain or anything just confusion. and then after trying to run away from the living room i woke up. also side note i don’t remember where this comes in but this woman who used to serve me at excellencia ended up being a pro croquette person online and i was watching this video of her making some flower head thing so fucking strange
This dream is a fascinating blend of experiences, emotions, and symbolisms that seem to reflect underlying feelings and thoughts you're currently processing in your waking life.
Royalty and Power: Being royalty or a person of power may suggest a desire for control and authority in your life, or perhaps you're yearning for recognition and admiration. It may also symbolize your inner strength and esteem.
Travels: Visiting NY and Japan in the same dream points to a longing for freedom, adventure, and exploration. It could indicate a current situation in your life where you're longing for new experiences or a change of scenery.
Friends and Relationships: People from your real life, such as Miguel and Isaiah, along with fictional 'book boyfriends,' suggest you're evaluating the relationships around you. It highlights connections that are meaningful, questioning which of these provide joy and support vs. those that might be draining you (reflected in Miguel's comment about needing better people around).
Hiding and Mucus: Dreaming about hiding and coughing up mucus might be indicative of feeling vulnerable or exposed in some aspect of your life. Mucus can symbolize things you’re keeping in or trying to expel from your life, reflecting a need for emotional cleansing or dealing with something you're reluctant to confront.
Protectiveness and Conflict: The protective nature of your “boyfriend” and the stressful situation (sniper lasers and threats) might indicate anxiety about the future or feelings of being under threat in some way. It's a metaphorical representation of perceived dangers, whether they are related to relationships, work, or personal safety.
Ankle Monitor: This unusual element could symbolize feeling trapped or restricted by certain circumstances or commitments in your life, something that’s limiting your freedom to act or move as you wish.
The Calm Before the Storm: The slow-crawling sequences and sudden noises indicate a situation in your life that might feel like things are calm on the surface but have underlying tension. The buildup to the potential shooting can symbolize a situation in your life where you feel hidden pressures that could erupt at any moment.
Pro Croquette Person: Watching someone make a detailed flower from croquettes could symbolize watching something simple (or once routine) turning into something more complicated or intriguing, reflecting potentially on how you view change or growth in yourself or those around you.
Overall, this dream appears to be a complex tapestry of your thoughts on power, relationships, personal restrictions, and anxieties about life's unpredictable nature. It's a reflection of both your inner desires and manifesting stressors. You might want to identify areas in your waking life where you can build more positive connections, and find freedom and peace amidst life's frenetic pace.